Lack of success. . . .

I certainly thought I would post more often than I do.   I feel like I'm not being successful in most areas of my life at the moment. . . work, home, family, friends. . . . so 'extensions' like a blog are victim of the 'dull' routine I'm in.    I almost feel paralyzed. . . . not able to do things that are easy to do (emails for work; de-cluttering at home) and don't know why.   Looking back I've always gone through periods like this so I shouldn't be surprised, yet somehow I am.  I guess I want to feel I can overcome this lethargy by sheer will power.  Not so easy!   What's the cause?  Winter? (typically I can assume this, but we've had such a mild winter this year that I can't blame cold & snow)  I am feeling ineffective at work -- I think that has more to do with the fact that I've done this job for over ten years and the 'thrill' is gone.  Don't know how to re-kindle it, but the thought of a new job at my age is a bit too much to fathom.  I fantasize about having free time and flexibility but will I have the financial wherewithall to do the things I want to if I'm no longer working?!?!?   Catch 22.   I need to re-boot my life.